Let's Get Pregnant!

its been 7 months!!

2006-07-11T10:59:00.000+08:00

~ MY VICTORIA ~

hi everyone!! its 7 months since benjamin's born....VICTORIA has long arrived tooo! she's already 5 months and 9 days old :)

nothing much to say about the delivery...way to scary to write in this blog. call me for more information ha ha ha...i shall stop blogging in this space...

thank you for all your time with victoria and i.

watch victoria grow here --> http://oohbabybaby.blogs.friendster.com/

Benji boy!

2005-11-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

The ALL NEW Benjamin!

50cm long, 3.7kg

finally the secret is out! the one hiding in my sister's big belly is Benjamin boy! my sis's delivery sound so easy this time, pain at home, admit at 10am, poot out at 2pm. so fast. but she say is extremely painful this round because its like compressing 10hours of pain into 2hours ha ha ha she really got high treshold for pain. never in all her 3 delivery did she use epidural. i shall try not to use too when its my turn so can save money ha ha ha my man always say 'you will surely use!' maybe its reverse psychology I SHALL NOT USE!!

seeing Benjamin so cute, i really can't wait to meet my Victoria!

last night, Victoria got new moves inside. wonder which part of her i was feeling the punch and the kicks. she just move non-stop! even as i typing now she's turning and rolling inside. guess this is the best part of pregnancy. my man say it felt like an alien inside...so tat make him Alien Dad ha ha ha

got another ultrasound next week - growth scan. wonder if can see her face this time. last time can only see her skeleton, freaky man! benjamin's face is very close to the scan a week before he come out.

i'm 26 weeks + 1 day today! yeah! more than half way liao....14 more weeks to go! c'mon people count down with me! whoohoo!

2005-10-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

Its A Girl!

people in MRT so sleepy

2005-09-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

now that i'm pregnant, i'm beginning to be even more amuse with people the MRT and bus. after going out with my super pregnant sister so often taking train and buses, we've realise people are jus so tired and sleepy. or maybe we pregnant woman can hypnotise people with our belly!! no wonder when we go in, everyone see us, immediately their head will drop and fall into a deeeeeep sleeep. what have their boss done to them?! so sad....

yes! people are ignoring big, clumpsy, heavy, swollen feet pregnant woman and old wrinkly people. its really sad. when we go into an empty cabin the same time, they'll not let us have the seat! and jus sit down right infront of us. c'mon! who the need the seat more, really!

not to be hao lian but sometime i have give up my seat to old people, WHY? because people just dun do it. so cham! but after thinking...probably, people are afraid to be rejected. but what is rejection compare to risking old people or pregnant ones to fall? at most if we dun want the seat, JUST SIT DOWN AGAIN LAH! walau...espcially man! young man! what's wrong with you? then you all have to be so difficult, force yourself to close your eyes, pretend to sleep. i also kena reject before by a ya-ya ah pek, apparently i think i took his seat, and he buay song liao, so when i gave him the seat he gin me and say no need. but i stil stood up until he sit down after 2 stops.

oh and that's another kind of commuters. they'll check u up and down about 10times to make sure that the big belly is not a basketball or a balloon then wait for their stop to come closer and that you're pale and faiting THEN they'll stand up....sigh....

those who are reading this please tell everyone to give up their seat to old and pregnant people. dun think whether we need or not, real or not, pretty or not, wrinkles enough or not, we need the seat!

and if you are pregnant and old reading this, please sit when you're given one, dun reject it. at least we can encourage them to give up the seat more often.

hah! baby's kicking now in approval!

pop up button

2005-09-20T16:24:00.000+08:00

as the belly go bigger, my belly button also starting to pop out. everytime i rub my belly, i can actually feel the inside of the belly button. really! now the belly button look very shaped, with a bit here pop out, a bit there flat out. very soon it'll be gone!

i'm so excited with all my friends telling me they are pregnant. just got another girlfriend of mine joining the ma-ma-san gang!

1 pregnant, 2 pregnant, 3 pregnant, 4 pregnant, 5 pregnant ah ha ha ha...ooh hoo hoo so FUN!

doctor say i'm in my 17 weeks now, and should feel the baby moving inside. frankly speaking I HAVEN'T FELT ANYTHING! i always thing what if the baby die inside me and i dunno HOW! freaky! sometime i do feel my leftt side like got something trembling inside or something jus touch the inside. prob because i have a bigger womb then 17weeks, so its like an olympic size swimming pool for baby.

oh, i did a down syndrome baby blood test in my 15week. if its 1 in 300 chance or below then its consider high risk. my result is 1:1100! so ok consider low risk but doesn't mean no risk.

gonna have my 20 weeks detailed scan soon. by then we'll be able to see if the baby's heart fully form with all 4 chambers, lungs, liver all inplace and of course, we'll be able to know if baby's a Nicholas or Victoria BUT we're not gonna find until the baby come out ha ha ha so stay tune!

sunda monday tuesday wednesday

2005-09-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

was admitted into hospital again! dunno should i yeah or what.

ok for the benefit of those i left out in this saga (quite a lot actually, cuz i really wanted to rest and dun want any one to disturb me the pain is enough to disturb me) here's what happened...

sunday morning
-ouch
can still go church
-ouch ouch
can still lead worship in the afternoon
-ouch ouch ouch
can still organise children party games and jump and scream with kids

monday
-ouch
can still go long house for prawn noodles, then realise they go holiday so eat horrible laksa
-ouch ouch
can still watch The Maid
-ouch ouch ouch
can still go marche jiak ho liao

tuesday
-ouch ouch
can still go work
-ouch ouch ouch
can still go alexandra from geylang to collect hard disk and Ikea for lunch (oh man yum yum)
-ouch ouch OUCH
a little blur liao
-ouch OUCH OUCH
cannot sleep, the pain actually wake me up
-OUCH OUCH OUCH
flip flip flip still cannot sleep...hubby come home, i can smell him opening the fridge from my room, pregnancy make me like a dog.

wednesday
-ouch OUCH ouch
can go KK myslef (ha ha KK - kalang kabot)
-ouch OUCH OUCH
the queue always never fails to be BLOODY LOOOOOOOOONG. go for the usual urine test, pressure and weight test. again no urine! yikes hate this! urine so little can't even cover the 1mmX1mm colour strip! kena must do again...wait...wait still no urine, but anyhow try again. i literally only have ONE drop i buak on to the colour part, think too concentrated the nurse say 'you have diabetic traces.' walau i wanted to peng san liao. first fibroid now diabetic.

den after waiting for forever, its finally my turn to see doc. first time in mylife i'm seeing a female gynae. always trusted MAN heh...i always feel woman gynae not very compassionate to woman cuz they think they also woman and therefore all your pain are bearable as long they kana before.

anyway after check check, walau scare me man, we're trying to locate the baby's heartbeat CANNOT FIND. panic. really feel my heart miss a bit. then finally our friend decided to let me hear the heart beating like mad ha ha...back to fibroid. so after discussing we decided we'll stay for observation and scan scan scan.

Favorite of the week

2005-09-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Worshipped with this song last sunday....bring a tear to me eyes....

I sing a love song to You Lord
Every day, every night
Tell of Your goodness and mercy
Tell the world how You rescued me
Picked me up from sin and shame
Your breath gives me new life
Where can I go from Your presence
Under your wings I take refuge
Your spirit lives within my heart
I know, we’ll never be apart

Everyday I draw closer to you Lord
I long to see Your face
And hide in Your embrace
All my life dwelling in Your holy place
My heart O Lord You’ve changed
I’ll never be the same

hairy hairy

2005-08-25T11:15:00.000+08:00

wow haven't been on this empty space for a long time...incase you dunno, i've been busy.

busy with...
-tahan-ing with pain
-hopsitalise
-work
-catching up with sleep

ok update update
baby's fine! very fine. got 10 fingers...only ha ha ha was hoping for bonus. heart's beating well. jerk alot in the womb, oh i can't feel from outside yet, only saw it in the ultrasound. my belly's getting very hairy and its slightly bigger now but alot of people still say they can't tell i'm pregnant. that's bad! means i won't be getting any seat in the MRT and on bus!

people in the train and bus can be mean. they literally close their eyes when they see a big pregnant woman. walau how can?! tsk they really irritate me. sometime i'm so tempeted to ask people to let me have the seat but they jus close their eyes sleep. so poorthing, singaporean are so sleepy...

oh my fibroid has grown from 5cm to 6.4cm to 9cm to 10cm!! so exciting! but ok lah everything's under control.

wahaha A Woman's Secret

2005-08-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

There was once a man and woman who had been married for more than 60 years.They had shared everything. They had talked about everything.They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little oldwoman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautionedher husband never to open or ask her about.

For all of these years, he had never thought about the box,but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor saidshe would not recover.In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down theshoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it wastime that he should know what was in the box.

When he opened it, hefound two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $25,000. He asked her about the contents.

"When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother t old me thesecret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if Iever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll."

The little old man was so moved; he had to fight back tears.Only two precious dolls were in the box. She had only been angry with him two times in all those years of living and loving.He almost burst with happiness.

"Honey," he said, "that explains the dolls, but what about all of this money?Where did it come from?"

"Oh," she said, "that's the money I made from selling all the dolls.

Women will love this...

A Prayer.Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him;And Patience for his moods; because Lord, if I pray for Strength,I'll beat him to death

WAHAHA! WAHAHA! WAHAHA!

This totally make my day!

good bye...good bye!

2005-07-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

whoopee i'll be on leave from tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but holiday seem so far away for me!

tried to book for a trip to KL then Malacca. thougth its easy as that. book and pay and here we go! but NO! book, paid but sorry mdm but your hotels are fully book, can i upgrade you? pay somemore and then wait and then they call again sorry mdm, that upgrade also taken can i upgrade you again? i wonder how many level can you can upgraded non stop. think very soon i'll be staying the presidential suite or maybe their roof. currently, i'm in the executive! do i need to stay in such atas level?! i only wanna sleep in aircon and have hotel breakfast, soak in bath tub, go shopping! walau now kena executive! hope i can eat everything in the bar fridge for free! wait...even the executive room is not even confirm! all this because somewhere in the middle east is having 3 weeks of holiday and deceided to invade KL. but all the hotel taken? unbelieveable!

later hope to get confirmation...argh so mafan!

ahhh! Nitemare!

2005-07-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

walau Freaky Man!

dream after dream after dream like siao!

~ the dream begins in a home, looks like my parent's place. then dunno why my boss also there. its a morning. then my boss say 'since everyone is here, why dun you(which is me) make yong tau foo soup for them. i open the fridge, wah really got a lot of fresh yong tau foo inside. so i jus boil the soup and wait for it to boil..

and then the horror begin!

my sister passed me a zip lock bag with something looking like a mini zebra. telling me 'put this in the soup, its very good!' and then i took a closer look...

oh ma ma!! it look like a zebra-lizard-with-human head!!!!!!!

but strangely i stilll pour it in! yucks!!!!!!!!!! and then it boil that thing away!! not sure if i try to taste it or not *vomit*

i love my Pussy Catz

2005-07-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

i missed touching cats so much so much!!! make myself go back to my parent's place and start squeezing my sunny and tiger and stroke their fur till i happy man! their fur fly everywhere but i dun care, i just wanna rub rub their tummy, let them lie on me, hear tiger meow, hear sunny purrrr loud loud...ahhh...made my day liao!

i love my Pussy katz....meoooowwrrrr!

confirm!

2005-07-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be a girly girl!!

i had a dream last nite...i gave birth to a girl! and she so blardy cute man! she's dark dark like me cuz one part of the dream i put her arm next to mine and...SAME COLOUR!!! ha ha ha

she dark dark, got big round eyes, black curly hair, super cutey cutey kind! set lah! its gonna be a girl! a pretty, dark, cutey pie...chao ta pie ha ha ha ha!!!

Piriton

2005-07-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

Piriton is the only medicine safe for pregnant cha bor! ~ says my sister, chruch friends and mid wives ha ha ha but Doctor Bala say 'actually got a lot of other medicine but people scared to eat..' walau who not scared! sekali baby deform how?

just when i thought i'm getting better from all those pregnant stuff, i kena knock down by flu for 2 days...no joke man, super boring!!

9am - wake up
wash up
breakfast
10am - sleeeeeep
12pm - wake up
stone
watch kid's central - favourite 'Swope TV'
sleeeep
3pm - wake up
watch debbie travis - facelift
4pm - sleeeeep
7pm -dinner
watch tv AGAIN!
sleeeeeeeep...til i repeat again! sian ah!

glad to come back to office today. all the cooking smell in the house is driving me mad! the maid and i kept thinking of the different ways to block the smell from entering into my room. i also very gian to eat outside food like beef noodle with a lot of black gravy kind and chili and lime oh man...salvating already...later shall pia to bugis to eat.

stil not very well, but can make it thru the day lah...still got meeting tonite, stress man...

i'm ok liao!

2005-07-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

today seems to be the easiest day of my 7 and half weeks of pregnancy. no sleepy, no giddy, no nausea, can eat eat eat! life is good! hope baby's fine...hello baby!

Breakfast - Macdonald, Sausage Muffin with Egg Meal

Lunch - Favourite beef noodle, this time got aunty to cook the beef 100% (sigh...i like it 60%), honeydew, jumbu air and styrofoam like guava. waah! very full man!

Tea break - chocolate ice cream with nuts and whip and lousy fudge (k say one!) and another favourite ham and egg sandwhich from Hans. Yums! the aunty at Hans must be very tired and prob going PMS, prob even menopause, so CRANKY! i asked for banana split then she said cannot sell cuz the ice cream not hard enough, choose another ice cream...huh? but other kind of pattern can? maybe on banana split need hard hard ice cream ha ha ha...then i ordered my sandwich, she ask in mandarin 'egg mayo or fried egg?' i replied 'ham and egg' thinking she thought i want an egg sandwhich oh man then she flared! 'YOU WANT WHAT KIND OF EGGS!' k and i wanted to laugh wahahah! then we realise all the staff also face black black kind ha ha ha!

wonder if my dinner will smooth sailing later...hmmm

oh shall start measuring my waist, seem to be expanding! so fun! my friend told me my weight is her weight when she's FULL TERM!

prawn mee

2005-07-12T12:05:00.000+08:00

every morning i'll wake up with gastric. then i drown myself with magic Anmum milk...it works! you all should try next time when you have gastric, drink milk, will stop the pain while you go look for some light food.

Prawn Mee! Surprise Surprise! is the only thing i can actually finish the whole bowl! maybe cuz its very giam and they give small chilli padi, shiok man!

current state -
- giddy
- nausea (not vomit still! Yeah!)
- hungry but when see food, full up liao
- very painful pimple and ulcer
- hair seem to grow longer and fuller (IRRITATING!) gonna chop it off soon

alrite 4 more weeks to completion of First Trimester! then all the above will dissappear!

baby's height

2005-07-07T15:21:00.000+08:00

today's height
0.9 cm!
my fibroid will also grow together from 2 weeks ago 5cm, its has grown to 6.6cm...scary but no worries....

Heartbeat

2005-07-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

i've got another heart beating in me! for the first time we're able to see baby's heart beat. its so fast like d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d.d...ahh...so fun! so baby decide to stay. guess baby love all the chilli and tobasco i've been feeding so far ha ha ha...

KK is a hospital that deliver tons of babies a year and they are very affordable but yet some people still become so angry when the hoppital system is down. why so angry? just wait lah. if not change to private hopsital loh.

today was full of waiting and pain and joy and laughter..yes laughter...

LAUGHTER no. 1 i got my appointment date WRONG! was suppose to be yesterday so erm..ha ha ha?
LAUGHTER no. 2 saw the baby's 'home'-the sac and i thought it was the head ha ha ha! and when i laugh i blur the whole ultrasound screen ha ha ha

WAITING is inevitable in KK. wait to get register, wait for system to be up, wait for ultrasound, wait for blood pressure, wait to take blood, wait...wait...wait...
ultrasound actually got no sound! thot can hear some ultra-sound whoohoo D-I-S-C-O!

PAIN is by the needle that draws my blood and hubby's

JOY came when the cheese burger when in my mouth! so hungry from all the waiting.

next appointment - 2 August!

15 hours to first appointment

2005-07-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's my first appointment with KK hopsital. Mixed feeling. not sure what to expect. apparently, i still won't be able to see my baby yet cuz its so so tiny still. hope that fibroid won't be a hinderance in anyway to the baby. sigh...it'll be a real pity if we can't keep baby...aiya, bad thoughts! bad thought! must think happy thought...pink, flower, sun, pasta, lasagne...yummy...ok everything is His hand now. we'll see...

My menu for today
I) barley with bean skin with hardboil egg (bleah! skipped the yolk, make me wanna puke!)

II) 1 pc of plain prata soak in curry

III) no appetite for lunch so only force a bowl yong tau foo soup with vege, fish meat and mushroom

IIII) den craving - Penang Cha Kway Teow! Yummers! Upp Boon Keng hawker centre! Die die must try! i finsh everything peacefully!

IIIII) colleague say not hungry also must eat dinner, so once again, force a pkt of CURRY rice and fish only....BURP! wah piang the spice smell can die!

all the above + 2 pkt of fresh orange juice and 2 sip of sprite. fren told me, too much orange is no good for me --> i'll have urine leakage. that fren is only 15! dunno true or not. what you think?

it's a girl!

2005-07-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

ha ha! i shall decide what i'm having now and its gonna be a GIRL! heh! eat this, father of my baby!

the father is so into the world that he thinks having boy first is prob the best thing in this world. but i'm sorry darling but you gotta learn to love anything tat's coming!

so there! ladies and gentleman let me introduce to you VICTORIA! tentatively lah...she's victoria. at least there's street to her name Victoria Street, got foodcourt somemore...er..think no more already but at least a university is coming up on that street, got Arts meseun and NTUC income is there too!

hah! i'm having a girl girl!

still pregnant...

2005-07-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

phew! tested again at the polyclinic, i'm still pregnant!

went to get referal for KK from polyclinic yesterday. its a long long wait to see the doc for 2 second and she quickly get me to test for pregnancy again cus scared the lab close for lunch and make me panic and pee all over my hand YIKES! and got no toilet paper. have to carefully get tissue from my bag.

test...yap! positive!

going to KK to take baby's picutre again heh...

my latest symptom
- no appetite (yes, finally ladies and gentleman, Jasmine has officially lost her appetite!) but stil hungry.
- giddiness that never seem to be gone
-very tired, can sleep from 8pm to 8am
-hard rock breast!

but that's all! no vomitting! yeah!

where's baby?

2005-07-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

and my Hut Hunt continue...

its always darkest before dawn - in front of us got PASTA MANIA! yum yum! also can lah! so ordered my favourite pasta, dunk in tobasco sauce and put the first spoonful into my mouth...ahhhh...bestest food anyone has ever cerated! then i'm on to the 2nd spoon and then strange thing happen - i'm full!

SO WIERD! how can i feel full and actually can't eat anymore but i force myself to finsh the whole plate, so wasted if dun finish mah...struggle to finish man..

after that i began to feel unpregnant. so worried. can i be unpregnant in a few weeks? no more super hungry till wanna faint symptom, no more sleepiness, no more! no more!

maybe baby decided that there's enough food inside liao
maybe baby decide to move to somewhere else
maybe i wasn't pregnant in the first place
maybe i run after the bus
maybe i carried too heavy things
maybe i scream at other kids
maybe...
maybe...

123..

2005-07-03T11:44:00.000+08:00

One Pregnant Woman, Two Pregnant Woman, Three Pregnant Woman Ah Ha Ha Ha *thunder*lightning*

the moment i'm pregnant, the world seem to be covered with pregnant womand and screaming kids! ha ha ha...just realise another friends of mine is pregnant. not only is she pregnant, we should be delivering almost the same time! probably only one week different. oh man things are getting exciting...oh no! that means i have share to my fame and glory now. then again, its a good thing to have all my friends and sister pregnant together to share our 'only pregnant woman understand' problem and joy with.

ahh...baby, you got a lot of friends liao...

hut hunt

2005-07-01T11:49:00.000+08:00

its a good thing about this blog thing, you can change the date to the day you wanna share and got no time to go up the net...

today's friday...

got my pay and feel like spending my first ten dollars on my favourite pizza hut lasagne. been staring at the colourful coupon given with the newspaper...oh man so cheap! only $6 you get soup, drinks, and LASAGNE! thought we should go to the HDB area kinda of pizza hut cuz dunnno why those huts at orchard area are charging $1 more! i very ngiao one, rather save that $1 for the baby's diaper.

so my dear friend, who's officially a housewife today decided to go and pig out with me. i check the yellow pages, then the street directory and took train all the way to Bishan hoping to get my tongue on the melted mozzarella cheese *salvating* after walking around and round, then my clever now-housewife friend decide to ask around ... someone replied 'oh pizza hut?! close down liao loh!' sigh...there goes my only hope...

2005-06-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

Get ready a brithday gifts!

i'm spinning around...

2005-06-29T10:57:00.000+08:00

round and round and round and round...@_@

sleep like never enough
eat like never enough
baby baby hurry grow up
so mummy dun have to throw up

Pain!

2005-06-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

felt pain yesterday at the sides. i hope baby's fine. yikes, i've become so motherly! ha ha ha... checked with my expert-pregnant sister if its fine, she says, its ok. PHEW!

what i ate yesterday-
magnolia fresh milk + Frolic Acid tablet
anmum milk (steady hor! only I can drink!)
pasta - capsicum, onion, brocoli, mushroom and cut CHILLI!
swaygao kway teow with CHILLI!
1 apple sponsored by salvation army ha ha ha
rice with vege, steamegg with century egg, fishcake, porkchop + lau huang gua soup

and today i have...
pork porridge. i hate pork! but my man got eagle eyes watchin me, making sure i didn't give the pork to the doggy ha ha ha so what to do scoop up everything and stuff in my mouth.

hope its healthy enough for us...heh heh...now we're US!

not only i got pain on the sides, i got diarrhoea after every meal, at least better than vomit ha ha!

the moment of truth...

2005-06-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

I'M PREGNANT!

it's been a crazy experience for mama-papa-to-be. my man is hilarious this few days. maybe he's nervous? excited? heh heh...the only thing i'm feeling now is giddiness which will also lead to the next symptom is sleepiness(pregnant or not also sleepy ha ha ha) from the whole list of symptom (scare list-vomit lah, leg cramps lah, vomit somemore lah...) wah! there's also a list of cannots! no more see-hum, coca cola and teh peng!!! gaaahhh...

i'll never be alone in office anymore from today. i got my baby with me...eeee heee heee! so funny! MY baby...

Keep us in prayer, guess the coming of this baby will not be confirm till we hear him/her cry. anything can happen from now till march next year.

...still missing!

2005-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

i'm officially FIVE days late!! Gaaaahhh!!

my calculation is this...
My Period Day One - 19 May

...after 28 days

Period Should Come - 15 June

Oh man! C'mon let's think of some names now...hahaha...

i think...

2005-06-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

i miss my PERIOD!

hmmm...

Seng Buay update

2005-06-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

Remember the bottle of motherly-love seng buay? well, just to let you all know i've finish them even though the seed is too big and no meat. i've wash and kept the according to her beautiful plastic bottle..oh ya, with orange cap kekeke...oh mother!

Retro Rakyat

2005-06-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

you won't believe how long and how much brain juice i've used up just to put this retro pic up
unbelievable...open here, save as, load up...ERROR! open there, save as, load up, ERROR! until i try again just now i got it in whoooppeee!!

gotta back date all the way back to tuesday...my gum aound my wisdom tooth was swollen and painful again, must be too heaty. drank a lot of water also no use, so after 3 days of ordeal i decided to go see a doc...but which one shall i go? the usual one 15 mins bus stop away or the RETRO one across the street...hmmm...the choice is clear RETRO RAKYAT!

This clinic was the same clinic that save my busted chin maybe about 20years ago. as you step into the twilight zone *music* you'll first be welcome by the old fashion hospital smell. they have benches that aare carelessly scattered around. make me feel like an injured person during war seeking for medical help ha ha ha...think only the square tiles looks more now. apparently i'm the youngest patient there. the rest look like they are old and have nothing to so come find doctor to chat about bronchitis. there are also stacks after stacks of patient card pile high up behind, got chance than show you.

ahh...my turn! the doctor inside look as old as the clinic. he's got hair like Einstein and probably one million years old and HE'S A DOCTOR ok! told him my problem. he only used a fat ice cream stick to gently open, or touch the edge of my mouth, no torchlight, and he said 'yes, very swollen' will give you antibiotics and painkiller.' after that he suggested my greates fear! please see a dentist, get an x-ray and remove that tooth!! ahhhh...tell you all a secret I HATE DENTIST! sigh...he gave me my card to collect my germ killer.

people there really love chatting, even while collecting medicine. the staff can tell the patient about the dosage to the bak chor me opposite the road to the patient's grandchildren and my card still sitting in the 'please put your card here' basket...so got my medicine and thank you very much the swell went down and i've fixed an appointment with mt trusty primary-schoolmate dentist...*twilight zone music*

so much to do...

2005-06-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

...so little time!

i was wondering with my k-fren the other day

'what kind of shen-jing-bing would i be if i ever be one?'

she say since i used to being busy busy, i'll probably be pretending to be busy even though i've got nothing to do. that's rather scary...imagine...pretending to to be busy sms-sing friends with an invisble phone or with a battery flat phone? pretending to be packing things when the place is empty or maybe packing and repacking a box 2784 times in a day? walau...freaky man!

trying to do work now but i eating stinky cuttlefish and doing blog...tsk...tsk...tsk! so happy later got place to go! Friend's Esplanade yong tau foo stall official opening today! yeah! and we get $10 free food later yum yum...shall order stingray! whoohoo!

oh man Gold90fm play this Celine Dion 'because you loved me' EVERYDAY! sometime TWICE a day...gimme nitemare everytime i hear it!

gotta quickly do my work now...sigh...feet stil hurt! somebdoy send me love?...anyone...

2005-06-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

cold compress for me injured left feet.i wonder who started this idea of that. it chilled me to my knee bone even if i only place the bag on my feet...bbbrrrrr....so cold! but must tahan!

OUCH!

2005-06-09T19:03:00.000+08:00

my BB boys favourite song -

'walk walk walk in the light
walk walk walk in the light
walk walk walk in the light
walking in the light of the Lord...'

i've been walking under the hot light the Lord hath made the whole day today! think my feet already swollen from size 8 to 10!

needed to go Mustafa today to get sound effects cd for the afternnon children drama workshop but dunno how to go from my place so any how lah! took a not-sure bus and the bus almost brought me there then it made a turn and then go even further away from Mustafa...sigh...got off at the end of little india...yes, those people who are familiar will sigh with me...say...sighhhhh...that's where my walking begins...

walk...walk..walk...choke by curry powder...walk...walk...wipe sweat....walk walk walk...choke by cheap perfume...cough cough...walk walk walk...wipe more sweat....pant...pant....FINALLY! MUSTAFA! ha ha...the guard looked sleepy at the entrance ha ha..very quickly i got my cd (very dusty, guess not much people needed sound effects on this earth) and carry on walking.

this time little india to concourse to get a plastic foldable crown. i really thought it looked near leh! i could see Gateway from mustafa BUT its not true! its so so super far far far far away...

kept on walking...focus on the pasta (Planet Pasta, very yummy!) i can get from Beach Road hawker centre later...by the timei reach, my skin already 5 tone darker liao ha ha ha

got my pasta, my crown and my sound effects. leg feel stronger, feet feel larger wahaha!

when i thought all was over...I TRIPPED IN CHURCH! oh man, think i broke my toes bones man! imagine 60kg falling my toes!!! thank God no bloody show! phew...wonder whats instore for me tomorrow...heh...TGIF!

D-I-S-C-O!!!

2005-06-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

Heard a stall tat sell pirated cd in Yong Peng play this old fashion disco tune, went to find out who the singers are...its Boney M! the cover of the cd is like WOW! hand band on ponk ponk hair amazing! ha ha ha so funny! go search online and listen to it. They are also famous for 'By The River of Babylon'...lalala...'Brown Girl in the Ring' (Duh title...)

This was how disco music are made! c'mon let's sing-a-long!!

digge ding ding ding digge digge ding ding
hey - di - hey - di - hoh
digge ding ding ding digge digge ding ding
hey - di - hey - di - hoh

there's a place I know where we should go - heydiheydihoh
won' t you take me there your lady fair - heydiheydihoh
there's a brook near-by the grass grows high - heydiheydihoh
where we both can hide side by side - heydiheydihoh

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
what a world of fun for everyone,
holi-holidayHooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday
it's a holi-holiday

there's a country fair not far from there - heydiheydihoh
on a carousel the dingdong bell - heydiheydihoh
on the loop di loop we swing and swoop - heydiheydihoh
and what else we'll do is up to you - heydiheydihoh

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday
Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday
it's a holi-holiday

Well, I'm game
fun is the thing I'm after
now let's a'live it up today
get set for love and laughter

Well, let's go
time isn't here for wasting
life is so full of sweet sweet things
I'd like to do some tasting

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday
Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday
it's a holi-holiday

in the country side we take a ride - heydiheydihoh
where the stars will shine lots of time - heydiheydihoh
back of your old car we might get far - heydiheydihoh
in the summerbreeze we feel at ease - heydiheydihoh

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday
Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday
sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday
it's a holi-holiday, it's a holi-holiday

my mom's a tv game junkie!

2005-06-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

this is what she does all the time in malacca --> PLAY TV GAME! boy is she good at it! well at least this can keep her busy before she start giving everyone in the house instruction...then again, she can play game AND give instruction at the same time. Amazing woman.

after all the 'asking her to keep quiet while i pack' she surprised me with some motherly love.

no. 1 - didn't irritate me up from bed

no. 2- found a small bottle of seng-buay (less salt somemore!) on top of my clothes for today's travelling...aww...touches my heart that moment. cuz she alwys nags me baout eating too much of those preserve stuff and i'll die faster from it. being an irritating daughter, i did not say anything about it. didn't know how to say thanks to her. it's jus so strange to say thanks or sorry to family members, esp mummy aiyo...dunno how.

she tot i didn't see it. so told me 'ey, i bought u seng buay. i saw it look very nice so i got them for you, dunno nice or not. less salt somemore leh. anyway the bottle very nice, keep it for me after you finish' (see! see! always got other motive when buying things for me! ha ha ha)

my way of saying 'thank you' is to eat whatever she cooked for me before i leave, eventhough, i told her one million time no need to cook, too rush...so there! my mother and i.

mummy, thanks for the seng buay. its not that good - too little flesh, seed too big. but i'll still finish and keep the bottle for you.

location: MALACCA -shopping

2005-06-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so glad that i took the risk of time and come to malacca to fins props and sostume for this wednesday children's drama workshop. things here are so super much cheaper than singapore.

my list
fishing net price found in spore - S$15 per meter. malacca - 9rm per meter(S$4.50)
cloth for costume and props: different pattern and total of 12 meter only rm19 (S$9+)
songkok(muslim cap) 4rm each
rattan sieve price found in spore small S$4 big S$7. malacca - small rm4 big rm6!!!!
rattan fan - rm2

i found cheap shoes for myself!!

was selling rm9.99 and rm 19.99 PLUS 50% DISCOUNT! that's like rm5 and rm10 which means S$2.5 and S$5 AMAZING!!! they're not the preetiest thing but look at the price. oh ma ma!

hope those shoes wil last mean ha ha ha...

hey remember, we were looking for handphone accesories? i found one for you, hope you'll like it. even if you dun, please use it for a day, jus to make my day okie heh heh..u know who you are...

after all the shopping, needa get a cab. after waiting for a long time, patience and sweat running out...A CAB CAME! but once we sat in we regret it immediately! the cab is like a giant mobile oven! and he close all the window. apparently the aircon is working, but only blowing infront of the driver prob only his nose get cool down and the rest of the car is heating up man! even the handle is hot! thankfully i bought a rattan fan, so we start fanning ourselves non stop! finally when we reach i can feel my butt stuck to seat and have to peel it out.

i'm very glad with my shopping today!

location: MALACCA - premboys internet cafe

2005-06-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

In new found Premboys Internet cafe.

They dun sell coffee, not sure where the cafe idea came from. they only have computer for you to use and sell handphone top up card.
Temperature is prob 80degrees according to my skin and perspiration.

but they really cheap! only 3rm for an hour. so msn, can check email, can blog blog...anything jus to get away from my mama's constant voice telling me to do this and do that...even asked me to take a shower!

My Mother
i was so pek cek when i was packing my suff this afternoon i told her 'keep quiet please, dun watch me pack my things!'
and she say 'i like to watch cannot ar?!'
i replied 'ok, than dun talk!'

and she really stood there and watch, but of course left the room mumbling in 30sec ha ha

i've done the above for like millions of times liao...somebody help me!

tie me up! tie me down!

2005-06-03T11:19:00.000+08:00

that's my new sandals!

in times of broke-ness, i found my new unworn sandal at my mother place while waiting for the kitty to finish their science diet. my man say i look like gladiator wearing it! ha ha...

thought i found good stuff and now my toe area is so painful. dunno why the front so tight. and my ankle so painful! think i cannot save my money liao, better safe my feet first. shall go get a pair of pretty slippers later when i go for my doublebill meeting.

Dear God, give me strength and energy to go through today-1001 things to finsh! AMEN!

i'm going BLIND!

2005-06-03T11:10:00.000+08:00

waited for bus to rush home to feed my cats so i can quickly get to office. waited for my 130 to turn left from Thomson. AH HAH! here it come 1...3...0! yeah! flag down, board up, tap it, sit down...la la la...the bus travel smoothly on balestier...SUDDENLY! the bus turn left in whampoa! thought the bus driver went wrong way.

ran to the driver and ask 'uncle, what bus is this??'

uncle say blurly thinking he went the wrong way too 'er..this one is 131!'

so super paisay siah! <--learn this 'siah' thing from some other little boy's blog...

i'm going BLIND!! c'mon! 130 and 131 also cannot see! really must quickly go check me eyes at neurovision. if you have the same problem as me - lazy right eye, super hi estic and brain not working well with the eye, join me for a check up. better do it soon since now is free.

i'm so ronery

2005-06-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

'...for good times and bad time i'll be on side forevermore...THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!' or so the song may go.

boo hoo hoo...just when i needed helpers to sell fishball this saturday at Andrew and Grace Home for a fund raising, suddenly all my sms no reply, suddenly no one online in msn, suddenly i feel so cold and alone...suddenly, suddenly....

*sniff*sniff*...that alrite, cuz i have YOU, yes YOU, the one reading this. YOU can light up my life by saying 'ok, i'll come and help you sell 3000 Fishballs.' c'mon don't disappoint me okie.

You're my best friend *paste sticker on upper right chest*

Andrew&Grace Home

2005-06-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

To love the unloved...that's their mission.

Established in 1998 to provide a refuge for troubled youths and their families. It is a voluntary home for the broken hearted in need of a place of solace. We have the concept of a family, with surrogate parents providing love and care for one another. We provide the basic needs of the individual in the 3 main aspects of : Physical, Mental & Emotional.

sigh...while i planning to get me belly swollen, in this home are some teenage mums who dunno what to do with their unborn or how to face their family and friends. very sad situation. but thank God for this home, they are able to decide without prejudice what to do. some gave brith and gave up for adoption. i was there for a visit one day, and realise all the girls there call Andrew and Grace Baba and mummy, really nice. they are like what they called themselves surrogate parents to the girls. they are also given a chance to complete their studies in the home. ahh...you gotta read it for yourself. if you would like to help there even better!

by the way...

They are having a fund raising funfair! Come and join us this saturday leh...we're selling fishball there. Have you ever seen 3000 fishball infront of your eyes? well here's your chance. i need help to tend the stall with me...come come! they really need the fund to run this home, so come come...

this their website
http://www.geocities.com/aghome_sg/

2005-06-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

I like to MOViT MOViT!

the BHIMs the BHUPs and the LIMBUs

2005-05-31T19:15:00.000+08:00

This no ordinary stunt! Look at them! Sacrificing their life by pulling up their shorts groin height so that they can pss thru the Live Wire challenge HA HA HA!

I survived the 1 nite camp!!! YEAH! only with TRUST IN GOD! phew!

DAY1
Had a nightmare and woke up late. YIKES! tried really hard to peel myself outta the bed. my bed real comfy! its 4*...maybe next time you needa buy mattress, call me, i got kang tau! ha ha ha...yes i'm refering to *your mother! floated to school in a daze and the show begin!

it seem that children always can't wait for you to finish your instruction adn ZOOOOM they ran away 'alrite, boys! move to second floor and collect your mattre......sss...' they start running before you finish...oh well...

you can constantly hear this VULGAR complaints -->
'mdm! he say vulgar word!'
'mdm! he say napalese vulgar word!' - pointing to an indian boy
'mdm! he say chinese vulgar word!' - pointing to a napalese boy
'mdm! he say F*** word!'
'mdm! he sing napalese vulgar word!'

colourful isn't it?

Am I Ovulating today?

2005-05-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Saw this online...

Ovulation information including ovulation calendars, calculators, temperature charts, prediction LH kits and keypoints about ovulation tests and symptoms. ... What is Ovulation. Ovulation is the release of one or more eggs from a follicle that developed ... it is typically fertilized. Ovulation is brought about by a series of ...www.fertilitynetwork.com/ovulation

Calculator for what?

SO WHAT IS OVULATION?

Ovulation is the release of one or more eggs from a follicle that developed in the ovary. The egg travels to a fallopian tube where it is typically fertilized. Ovulation is brought about by a series of events within the hypo-pit-ovarian axis.

hypo-pit-ovarian axis...what's that?! i thought we only have arm pit! hur hur hur...not funny!

Symptom of Ovulation
Mittelschmerz (Wow Big Words again!)
Mittelschmerz is one of the more common ovulation symptoms. It is the name given to a pain in the pelvic area that is associated with ovulation. The German word is derived from "mid-cycle pain". It is a sharp pain lasting usually minutes or hours, typically not treated with pain relievers.

Sometimes, doctors like to perform an ultrasound to rule out any other possible causes of pain. If you do not feel any sharp pain when ovulating, it is not a problem. If you do feel pain, the good news is that the prognosis of possible pregnancy is good.

Cervical Mucus
Cervical mucus is often evaluated during the monitoring of a basal temperature chart. It helps determine if the mucus environment is good for sperm survival and swimming. The mucus changes throughout the cycle. Sometimes it is described as dry, milky, egg white or sticky. Around the time of ovulation, it is clear and sometimes stretchy. This is often referred to as spinbarkeit.

Temperature Increase
As the result of ovulation, progesterone levels increase which help prepare the lining of the uterus, where a possible pregnancy will survive. Progesterone is a hormone that increases basal body temperature. Most women cannot detect the increase in temperature...

think i'm having fever now...heh heh...

BO HO HO :'(

2005-05-27T11:23:00.000+08:00

His my first favourite rocker!

all my favourite idols NEVER WIN! why why why?? i also like Sylvester BUT NEVER WIN too! kekeke...yes i like strange performer, carrie and taufiq are just normal good singer. The winners are really good but c'mon! we need something different!

my friend say Bo look too lup-sup, america dun like. they like clean clean, sweet sweet, curly curly, angel voice kind. sigh...BO'S STILL MY IDOL! for this season! can't wait for season 5!!

the people tat made AI is so nice to bring David Hasslehoff (heh! i can't spell) for this guy that sang his song for audition. That's my favourite part in the finals!

I LOVE AMERICAN IDOLS!

Boys! Boys! Boys!

2005-05-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

So much to do so little time!
Camps's tomorrow and i STILL HAVENT'S FINISH PLANNING! Gaaaahhhh! God help me! well at least i know they'll be thrilled with one soccer ball! if all else fail...GET THOSE BOYS A BALL! ha ha ha! maybe they can kick ball from 9am-9pm wow fun!

i love all my boys!

wonder what will happen in this camp. every camp i receive abandon underwear in toilet and no one, NO ONE come claim them! think too pai say lah! esp those with AltraMan on them. so we keep them for souvenir. should frame them up by year and camp, like those nice frame with gold plated label say 'Found in year 2000, Boys Toilet, Sembawang Campsite' ha ha ha!

just for some excitement, the fat boys wil exchange their XL tee with the small boys XS tee...all jus for fun! i'll leave the imagination to you...yes, fat boys in XS tee!!!!

time to go plan my Funfilled Camp - 12 hours of non-stop soccer and fights! whoohoo!

No Meeting!

2005-05-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

Phew! Thank God got no Bible Quiz meeting tonite so i can get my BB camp prog done!

well it was nice to catch up with friends from overseas. Language is always a challenge even though is mandarin that we use everyday! Friends are brothers from China, Yunan, Lijiang. They are here to find out business opportunity. Been very busy translating english government application forms for them. really really tough! cuz of all the official terms. Thank God for my new Nokia 3230! there's an english-chinese dictionary in it. jus key in tne english words and TADAH chinese meaning appear. Then all i have to do is to pass the phone to them and say '*ni kan, ni kan' ha ha ha...

finally it was time to say good bye last nite when i send them back to Bugis MRT station. Very strangely, i felt sad to say good bye, dunno why...maybe all they always offer to pay for my meals whenever i'm with them WAHAHA! not true! Not true! my friend say i *PRAGMATIC! Humph! they are going back to KL to reunite with his son and then return back to his wife in Lijiang...

Good Bye China Friends!

*Pragmatic - dealing with matters according to their practicial significance.

from the Little oxford dictionary

*ni kan! ni kan - direct translate from this is

YOU SEE! YOU SEE!

day 2 and 3/5

2005-05-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

Constipa'tion n. difficulty in evacuating bowels.

EXACTLY!

and then after a while...

Diarrhoea n. excessive evacuation of too fluid faeces

THAT'S RIGHT AGAIN!

why why why? why are period such difficult time to past?? Gaaahhhh....

Day 2 and half

2005-05-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

Second day of period. it's afternoon now, lunch time. having lazy bum lunch - Instantly Instant Noodles! think its rather harmful to eat these stuff when i'm pregnant SO BETTER EAT ALL I WANT NOW! heh...oh no! same for coke(the soft drink) thankfully i dun need to abstain chilli and jokes...hah!

Day One was terrible. cramp cramp cramp but day was saved by super yummy CHILLI FRIED RICE and BLACK BLACK CHAI TAO KUAY! all the pains and aches and sorrows all LIFTED OFF the belly! never dared to go into the old old hawker centre infront of the boys brigade HQ till this guy, name's ROCKY(really!), introduce us this stall. then the uncle told us 'orh! this boy ah, he know the boss' daughter' heh heh no wonder he bring us there...

food aside now.

a cleaner came by to clear the table aound us and then i saw him talking softly to an orange/white cat and i was like 'aww..so nice' and suddenly he shoo the cat away. cat thougt cleaner was still talkin to him so he rub along his trolley. next thing, cleaner threw his table cloth on the cat!!! thankfully only hit the ear and missed the head. oh man, if not for the sake of the yummy chilli fried rice in my mouth i could have shouted at the man! hah so much for protecting cats! useless me! regretting now.

Went Mr Bean after the promptly-ended-meeting (9pm sharp sharp). first time there, dunno what to order. friend ordered a Macademia Nut flavoured tea. wow...so daring...yucks taste like shit, literally!! so instead of watching friend suffer, i went and told the waitress 'i dun like this, change it' tadah! got a new normal-drinkable-peach-tea ahhh...but before she gave me the glass she said 'i told my manager and she say only this time ah' Rocky say 'as if she gonna remember you the-macademia-exchanger' ha ha ha...true true. shall test them next time!

i finish eating my instantly instant noodleX2 while typing this. and before i stared the noodle i ate 2 slices of bread with smash eggs in it. BURP! wonderful lunch.

gotta go wedding dinner later....so siong to give ang pao :p

Yummy Tummy

2005-05-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

Lai Ah! Lai Ah! come try my Favourite Yong Tau Foo! Big Thumb in Esplanade
Heathy and yummy! soup made from yellow bean makes you slurp up the last drop...so giam and tasty! Boss so handsome somemore! where to find??
hurry hurry!

Bursting with Joy!

2005-05-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

ok here's how it goes...

Each cycle begins when, responding to a cascade of hormones, a dormant egg cell within one of the ovaries begins to ripen. Cells around the maturing egg release the female hormone estrogen, prompting the lining of the uterus (the endometrium) to thicken in preparation for receipt of a fertilized egg.

When it reaches maturity, the developing egg bursts from the ovary and begins its trip down the fallopian tube to the uterus in a process called ovulation. The supporting cells left behind after ovulation then begin to manufacture another hormone, progesterone, in addition to estrogen. This second hormone fosters further growth in the lining of the uterus.

If fertilization does not take place, the ovum dies and production of estrogen and progesterone stops. Robbed of its sustaining hormones, the thickened lining of the uterus begins to break down. The dead endometrial cells, along with little blood, are then discharged in the menstrual flow.

alrite...shall wait patiently till the next egg BURST into action and joy will come along!

Argh! Period!

2005-05-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

After waiting for 1 and half week the truth is out!

its just like scratch and win. you scratch the card with anticipation of winning the red Chevrolet and all you get is 'Thank You for your participation, please try again!' That's right 'Please Try Again'! this shall be my new motto for the year.

Cramp is there every second to remind me that i'm not loaded dangerously with a baby. on the other hand i gotta thank my good Lord that i'm actually not pregnant - i fell off the bicycle once and slipped at the void deck. imagine the damage! phew!

Hormones' playing my brain now. feel disappointed [no baby] then happy [flatter abdomen] then excited [girlfriends thought they are pregnant too], then sian again [no baby] and the cycle goes on and on and on...oh well...hope to get thru Day One peacefully.

didn't expect i'll be disappointed about it. thought it'll jus be 'have then have lor! dun have THEN DUN HAVE LOR!' calm down calm down...shall focus on work now - plan camp, prepare for outing to Johore Bahru and get ready for my next ovulation!! whoohoo...